today after wake up frm afternoon nap rciv 2 msgs.. js and ko.. haiz.. ko's msg normal lo.. ntg shock.. haha.. js's msg i a bit shock lo.. it said tomoro is my turn duty.. OMG!!! i plan to go ikea wif samsiah n polar n ko tomoro man! how!! 1st reaction to js.. can i find ppl ganti.. LOL.. coz i really really really wanted to go wif them.. but i dun wan to disappoint ym and gl.. wat a dilemma... the other thg is.. who can i find to ganti so tat the other 2 wont feel weird to duty wif.. then i asked js.. she reminded me of sw!! then wen sms her she said can.. a bit shock. duno why.. LOL.. yeah~ can go ikea now.. haha.. feel quite happy go lucky this few days.. and i really duno y.. its jux weird hving this process called 'knowing urself better n better'.. hope i can be a better person through this process.. but the prob is......i noe all my weakness, i jux dont noe how to control myself frm doing all these thgs.. guess its ady a habit.. someone once told me tat to make somethg a habit, jux do that thg consciously for 2 weeks.. then for the following week, u will probably be self consciously doing it.. maybe i could try that.. LOL..
STRUGGLING TO FIND MYSELF......
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