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1996. the first time i step into kindergarten. Tadika Krisalis. the beginning of my studying life. what a great kindergarten it was..and still is.

1997. transferred to TTDI branch of Krisalis. continued my wonderful kid life and made many new friends. learn a lil more than when i was at the Cheras branch.

1999. transferred again. this time to Tadika Eduland. it's nearby my house so it's easier for my mum to travel to and fro.

2000. enrolled into one of the biggest chinese primary school in malaysia. SJK (C) Desa Jaya. first day of school. heard a lot of crying. but not mine. they were from those beside me. i was just as cool as normal. parents all waited outside during the first day. well, it's not everyday you get to see your child go to school for the first time.

2005. graduated from primary school. missed my graduation for my cousin's wedding in penang. cried all the way to penang because i missed graduation and all my teachers and friends. got my results for UPSR. happy for the 7As 'cause i really didn't expect it at all.

2006. stepped into secondary school for the first time. also known as middle school in some countries. surprised to be even in the committee of the class. and went on to be the monitor for 4 years.

2008. PMR. great year with great friends to share it with. had some dilemmas along the way but not anything that i cant settle with such great people surrounding me. happy year again as i was actually shocked that i got straight As again. an A in chinese was the biggest shock of all 'cause i planned to drop the subject at first.

2009. it was the same secondary school but now we were technically in high school. best year of all my years in school to date. 4 Murni'09 best class forever. 'Our Class is Our Home, We Are One Big Family'. the class motto will always be in my heart.

2010. the last year of getting formal education from the government. and also the year of SPM. so called the hell year. SPM. what do i think of it? i think it's the most important exams that we have to face during our years in secondary school. without it, don't even think of going to college or a university. don't even plan on getting a job that is not a waiter or waitress. had ups and downs during this year. sad times and happy times. awfully stressed up this year. technically no rest time. and it feels like we were rushing past everything this year without taking time out to enjoy the view.

14 Dec 2010. so on this day. i write this. thinking back on all the memories i had with all the great and amazing people around me. finished my SPM and quite confident of achieving what i aimed for. it may not be as amazing as the others. but i aim what i am capable of. so, where do i go from here? college? work? help out others with their jobs? train more to go to nationals? it's the next part of our lives. i need to make this decision. and i have to make it quick. going to education fair for the 5th or 6th time. got to finalise everything as i have shortlisted the few colleges that i plan to study at. i am taking it too fast? should i slow down and enjoy life before continuing later? will i miss out on things? will i be able to catch up later? these are the questions that are constantly arousing in my mind. and i really do hope to have a clean start next year. without anything to worry about.